i went to toys r us today to look for lightsabers, but all they had were small dinky ones for little kids.


we used to play star wars when i was a kid. it was always the same scene:

i was luke skywalker, and my brother was han solo. then we'd tie my brother up in these toy chains and freeze him in carbonite.

he'd be like: "hey luke doesnt help freeze han solo!"
i be like: "yeah he does, you're too small to understand."

i think the only time my brother got to be luke was when we pretended to be on the ice planet hoth and we hung him upside down.

HAHAAHA i was such a dick.


"Good relations with the wookies, I have." - Yoda


"Until a man is twenty-five, he still thinks, every so often, that under the right circumstances he could be the baddest motherfucker in the world. If I moved to a martial-arts monastary in China and studied real hard for ten years. If my family was wiped out by Colombian drug dealers and I swore myself to revenge. If I got a fatal disease, had one year to live, devoted it to wiping out street crime. If I just dropped out and devoted my life to being bad. Hiro used to feel that way, too, but then he ran into Raven. In a way, this is liberating. He no longer has to worry about trying to be the baddest motherfucker in the world. The position is taken."

-Neal Stephenson (Snow Crash)


im done. i took my last final on friday and now im on summer break.


is this real? i have dreamt of this moment for months. this has been the most intense year of my life. the long hours. sleepless nights on a dingy couch in the computer lab. frantic internship search. growing pains of a new institution. and balancing friends/family while trying not to get yelled at by my girlfriend again for not having enough time AGAIN. like Hiro in Snow Crash i thought i was badass but once again im humbled. the year was a blur. it went by like =snap=. i dont really have a point to all this except that im glad its over and i gained alot of weight.

but now im back.

life is taking me to san diego. its gonna be intersting. catch me on AIM and say hi. lets talk, lets catch up. i have a long list of things i wanted to do but didnt have time for in the last couple months. its gonna be dope. this summer is going to be great.

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